Gonna be away mostly for awhile

As much as I enjoy this forum Im gonna have to stop being on here so much for awhile. But Ill lurk once in awhile. Just as I suspected it has become an issue with my husband. He wont say it out loud but it comes back to haunt me in nearly any disagreement. It seems I cannot ever totally be myself and make a man happy. Im a tomboy and get along best just hangin with the guys but that doesn't work very well for me. Long story, I don't have time for here, but don't blame him for being a jealous guy. Most guys are like that to some extent. With the texting with my teammates added, its just not making for a fun holiday. I sorta knew this might happen so I shoulda known better. Gonna take some time away mostly just to see what happens. I will still be at the summer event at Cardinal and still be around, just not as much. Its been a stressful season with my mom being here and many hours spent sitting in the woods accomplishing nothing and him not working. Maybe one day he will grow to see how much I love him that no one else matters more in the world and that Im really not having as much fun in life unless he is there beside me and then things like this wont become an issue. I dont need anymore drama in my life. We've only been married since Aug and its way too soon to have him feeling otherwise.

Thanks Eric. Its really a small sacrifice compared to all the other things I do for fun and its just not worth the petty arguments at all. Ill be around. But No texting, lol. I Think it was the hunting texts that got to him. He doesnt snoop by any means but when he saw during the online bill pay that I was texting a few of you during my hunt sits more than I texted him ...it got him worried. Again , there is a long long story behind that from before we were married...and If I were in his shoes I might be nervous as well. He will "get it" eventually. Sometimes its just difficult being a girl in a predominantly guys sport...and I warned him it wouldnt be easy for him ,lol!! Hey at least I know he woulnt ever try to hurt me physically - he has a good heart but he has never learned good things about trust in his life (from the world, not me). Ive known him since he was 12, but there was 28 years in between we lived without knowing each other and life was really hard on him - Ive had my share but he got more . Im just nipping things in the bud before they get out of control here.