As much as I enjoy this forum Im gonna have to stop being on here so much for awhile. But Ill lurk once in awhile. Just as I suspected it has become an issue with my husband. He wont say it out loud but it comes back to haunt me in nearly any disagreement. It seems I cannot ever totally be myself and make a man happy. Im a tomboy and get along best just hangin with the guys but that doesn't work very well for me. Long story, I don't have time for here, but don't blame him for being a jealous guy. Most guys are like that to some extent. With the texting with my teammates added, its just not making for a fun holiday. I sorta knew this might happen so I shoulda known better. Gonna take some time away mostly just to see what happens. I will still be at the summer event at Cardinal and still be around, just not as much. Its been a stressful season with my mom being here and many hours spent sitting in the woods accomplishing nothing and him not working. Maybe one day he will grow to see how much I love him that no one else matters more in the world and that Im really not having as much fun in life unless he is there beside me and then things like this wont become an issue. I dont need anymore drama in my life. We've only been married since Aug and its way too soon to have him feeling otherwise.